Can I please just got into a sleeping pill induced coma. Life is sometimes better in my dreams.
Suicide
It’s a common thought in my head, crossing my mind at the very least 2-3 times a day and it’s just cause things are bad and they don’t get better. They really don’t and this fake “It will get better you just have to hold on and wait,” is shit. How long do I need to wait? I’ve spent my whole life so far waiting for things to “get better.” But it isn’t it’s just more of the same and with a few friendship problems or family problems thrown in every month to make shit worse.
I sit here everyday going through the same thoughts over and over again and I know I have no future. Theres only a couple years at most left for me.
Posted May 25, 2012 at 4:43am
